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Ayla

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1985-12-21

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My name is "Ayla", its an anagram of my real first and middle names. I'm just a 22 year old girl from South Wales in the United Kingdom (so that means i'm WELSH, or South Walian, whatever you wanna call it, i'm NOT English). So heres some more about me... I'm taken and in love. Raven-haired. Extremely pale skinned. Weird. ~~Generally~~ bad tempered. Defiant. Anti-everything. Immature. Reclusive. Feral. Opinionated. Moody. A Prankster. A musician. Scorned ~~too many times~~. A dark soul. A crypid species amoungst humans. An eternal student. An escapist. An optimist. A travel junkie. An internet junkie. Straight Edge. Vegan. Animal Rights. An Animal Lover. A metalhead. Pierced. Tattooed. Sagittarius. Born in the year of the Ox if you're into chinese astrology. My favourite band is My Ruin. I'm one of those misanthropic, black-wearing gorey girls who loves blood, guts and gore. I find the majority of humans to be liars, narcistic, unkind and hedonistic, only out for what they can get. So i ~~prefer to~~ keep the hell away from other people. I dont go into town centres, nightclubs, or any other place with alot of people, not because i'm scared or have a social phobia, but because i hate being around others that much. However i try to be kind to everyone who crosses my path and i try to help others in need. I guess i have a love-hate relationship with most people and the entire human race. Although the bottom line is ~~i'm very much of the opinion that~~ mankind's intentions are and always will be evil, weak willed and i reject society with everything that i am. People are like sheep, without a shepard or a sheepdog herding them, they become raving wolves. Just because i talk to people sometimes and appear friendly, it doesnt mean i trust them or have any sort of faith in them. Even those closest to me ~~sometimes~~ feel that i dont care, or that i'm lying to them or hiding something from them or want to hurt them on purpose, which is never the case. Those who i am close to have my heart, soul and trust. The cold, hard truth is i dont know how to communicate, interact or socalise with others. Its something i never learned and found extremely hard to do as a child growing up. Through my past i've become the "alpha" female in many ways. ~~Maybe~~ i'm semi-feral. (Or maybe i'm just a Bakeneko forever in human form!) ^_~ Nevertheless i choose to be this way, and i'm happy with my choice. I have health problems. I've been diagnosed with Bipolar II Disorder, OCD, allergies/food allergies, acid reflux and an autoimmune disease. How do i cope with it all? i just take my meds and get on with it. I'm a college student hoping to get into university in the near future to study Zoology (Mammalogy and Ethology). I'd like to be involved in Cryptozoology research. I've worked as a veterinary nurse in the past, maybe i'll finish my animal nursing course one day. If you wanna know anything else, just ask, although please note asking personal questions such as "Wanna cyber?" etc will give me the right to scratch your eyes out. Thats about it for now my little plague rats...

Omnia Vinat Amor! Always.

Fide Et Fortitudine! Forever.

Audaces Fortuna Iuvat! Eternally.

"Wolves come run with me, all through the forest branches, scratch and tears your skin but we are all in trances....." (Vorvolaka by Die So Fluid)

Yes yes, this journal is friends only. Why? because well, i have my reasons why. Alot of reasons actually. One reason (which is the main reason) is this place is my sanctuary where i can be myself. I DONT add people back, at ALL. Only very close friends and family will be accepted i'm afraid. I'm a pretty private and extremely reclusive person as i keep having to meantion more than a million times to everyone who asks. Please DONT be offended if i DONT want to add you back. Its NOTHING personal. And the chances are, i wont. Sorry! If you really want to contact me to chat or to get to know me better then you'll have to find another way, like myspace. Or through messenger. (I've put my messenger details up there for anyone whos serious enough about getting in contact). I'm not interested in talking about explict things either. And no, i dont want to engage in adult talk or games. I practice a lifestyle of abstinence AND i am happily taken. None of you are worthy of me anyways. Add me on here and your name will sit on the "also a friend of" list collecting dust. My livejournal just isnt the place to get to know me, sorry.

Oh yeah and for those who maybe interested, i also have an Icon/Friends Only banner community: blackxeuphoria. Join up if you can please. Post your dark icons/FO banners/backgrounds/wallpapers or gothic art, or if you are looking for dark themed icons/banners/backgrounds/wallpapers, etc. Everyone is welcome to join, especially those who like dark themed icons and more. Thanks! Also, for those who may ask, i got my background and various other graphics from glitter-graphics.com, my friends only banner was made by paloma_n_regina, and my custom cat mood icons that i use on my journal were made by _elioclya_. If you want to use either please credit the creators. Dont go stealing it without giving them their due credit. Be kind. Or else i'll get angry. And you wouldnt want to make the Bakeneko angry now, would you?